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Wednesday, May 18, 2011
When you've grown up.
你长大以后，想要做什么呢？( What do u want to be when you grow up ?)
This phrase was shown at the starting of the MV and it made me wonder a little.
I suddenly realised im not that young kid anymore. My "future" is not that far away.
In 6 months i'll be taking the National exam called O levels. As much as i want to damn it , thrash it , i realise its a part of life . A part of life that i got to get done and over with .
Be it Failure or success , im going to take it in my stride. That's life i guess .
Then i start thinking , if i fail and get into a course that i dont enjoy .. will i be ruin ? Will my life be over ? My life wont be over but i'll probably be suffering in future doing something i dont like .
I dont like being restrain like that .. then i start thinking again who likes it ?
This guy who wrote this song inspires me alottt. I admire his music and the weirdness in the music he creates. But most importantly i admire his courage.
Leaving his hometown at 16 to a place that was foreign to him .. just for one goal , his dream.
He made it .. after 7 years.
Im tired of people telling me what i should do and what i shouldnt .
but 于是长大了以后，我们都跟现实做了朋友。
so true .
Its too noisy at home i cant blog .
Maybe thats why i dont blog often.
Byes
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
If i die young .
After hearing Sam Tsui's version of If i die young on YT , it made me sure that i wanted this song sang at my funeral. Yeah maybe im too young to talk about death or even think about it but one thing is for sure .
Death is Real .
Millions of Kids die in Africa due to aids .. The earthquake in Japan took away too many lives .
I am truly devastated for this world .
Death doesnt scare me as much as it use to anymore .. Taking it in my stride , everyone dies its only the matter of time that happens . For now what is most impt is living ur life to the fullest .Living it without regrets.
I am a confused kid i must say .. till today i am confuse . Failure sometimes confuse me even more .
But confusion is good it makes me learn to pick myself up from my failures. I failed too many times in the 16 years of my life , but through these failures it makes me stronger .
I believe it did.
I still find it hard to love myself to believe in myself .. looking back , those scars on my arms those insecurities i have .. i hate myself for all of them . Till today , there are times where i still hate myself .. but now i guess its getting better (;
For now im gonna believe .. follow my heart .
Papa God , lead the way .
Death is Real .
Millions of Kids die in Africa due to aids .. The earthquake in Japan took away too many lives .
I am truly devastated for this world .
Death doesnt scare me as much as it use to anymore .. Taking it in my stride , everyone dies its only the matter of time that happens . For now what is most impt is living ur life to the fullest .Living it without regrets.
I am a confused kid i must say .. till today i am confuse . Failure sometimes confuse me even more .
But confusion is good it makes me learn to pick myself up from my failures. I failed too many times in the 16 years of my life , but through these failures it makes me stronger .
I believe it did.
I still find it hard to love myself to believe in myself .. looking back , those scars on my arms those insecurities i have .. i hate myself for all of them . Till today , there are times where i still hate myself .. but now i guess its getting better (;
For now im gonna believe .. follow my heart .
Papa God , lead the way .
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Faith . I love you lord !
When life gets hard, when you feel like you've hit rock bottom, when you feel alone... Just remember that Jesus received more judgement then we ever will, Jesus hung on the cross & shed blood for us so we could live. Jesus knows & understand everything you are going through. You are loved & you are not alone.
Hope & have faith that when it's hard, IT WILL GET BETTER! :)
-Arden Cho .
Im going to believe in myself now . Believing in his will and his power .
Thank you Lord .. Thank you for your everything .
Thank you Arden for this amazing phrase ..
LOVE.PEACE&MERCY
Hope & have faith that when it's hard, IT WILL GET BETTER! :)
-Arden Cho .
Im going to believe in myself now . Believing in his will and his power .
Thank you Lord .. Thank you for your everything .
Thank you Arden for this amazing phrase ..
LOVE.PEACE&MERCY
Friday, March 18, 2011
我知道。
很多事情看起来很傻。。
做的时候更傻。
但有些事一定要做。
跟自己挣扎了很久。
祷告后慢慢的开始了解。。开始明白。
The power of prayer yeahhhhh !
今天的我会尽力而为。。 虽然只是一个小小的比赛。
不管是做什么也好都要尽力而为。。。做到自己的100% !
谢谢上帝。
I Will Reign Victorious .
做的时候更傻。
但有些事一定要做。
跟自己挣扎了很久。
祷告后慢慢的开始了解。。开始明白。
The power of prayer yeahhhhh !
今天的我会尽力而为。。 虽然只是一个小小的比赛。
不管是做什么也好都要尽力而为。。。做到自己的100% !
谢谢上帝。
I Will Reign Victorious .
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Friday, February 18, 2011
The to be honest with myself post .
This dead place may not be a bad thing .
Its super dead i guess no one actually comes to read it but thinking bout it , it may not be a bad thing . This gives me the chance to be honest with myself .
Its 12.15am im suppose to be asleep but apparently im not .
Its crazy its only 2 months into 2011 and i can feel the O level pressure hitting hard upon me .
Im trying my best to study as hard as i can ... sometimes i wonder why im doing so den i realised .. i wouldnt want to let my mum down .
My mum has spend so much money on education that it makes me want to do it well . I guess this is the only thing she'll feel happy and proud . I want her to be happy . To be frank , i wouldnt mind studying for the subjects that i enjoy .. but maths and science seems to suck every single brain cells out of my brain .
I cant seem to break away from what i enjoy .
I loveee singing and i wont deny it . I want to have some achievement with it .
But sometimes , i feel like im nowhere . I know i aint that great but i will try ..
I may lose my way but i'll keep praying and i know that God will lead the way .
I may not see it now but i will see it in future . I have to hang on the faith for now ...
There is so many things that i can improve on .. and sometimes the thing that u enjoy the most makes u feel sooo demoralized . Music , i feel like im never good enough .
But i've made a choice .. I've joined it .
Lord lead the way and help me through this alrights (:
No matter what happens in the end , i want to give thanks to you .!
I love u mummy & i always will .
I know you will be proud of me someday i know u will .
Im crying now .. Opps :X
whatever ...
byeeeee .
Its super dead i guess no one actually comes to read it but thinking bout it , it may not be a bad thing . This gives me the chance to be honest with myself .
Its 12.15am im suppose to be asleep but apparently im not .
Its crazy its only 2 months into 2011 and i can feel the O level pressure hitting hard upon me .
Im trying my best to study as hard as i can ... sometimes i wonder why im doing so den i realised .. i wouldnt want to let my mum down .
My mum has spend so much money on education that it makes me want to do it well . I guess this is the only thing she'll feel happy and proud . I want her to be happy . To be frank , i wouldnt mind studying for the subjects that i enjoy .. but maths and science seems to suck every single brain cells out of my brain .
I cant seem to break away from what i enjoy .
I loveee singing and i wont deny it . I want to have some achievement with it .
But sometimes , i feel like im nowhere . I know i aint that great but i will try ..
I may lose my way but i'll keep praying and i know that God will lead the way .
I may not see it now but i will see it in future . I have to hang on the faith for now ...
There is so many things that i can improve on .. and sometimes the thing that u enjoy the most makes u feel sooo demoralized . Music , i feel like im never good enough .
But i've made a choice .. I've joined it .
Lord lead the way and help me through this alrights (:
No matter what happens in the end , i want to give thanks to you .!
I love u mummy & i always will .
I know you will be proud of me someday i know u will .
Im crying now .. Opps :X
whatever ...
byeeeee .
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Harro ~
Havnt blogged in ages .. since Christmas or so ..
I guess i just dont have the habit to blog haha .
January is almost over ... WOW time flies haha !
I dont think im looking forward to CNY .. sometimes CNY just gets onto my nerves .
I seriously dislike how my dad's side can criticize me and my mum and stuff .. super annoying .
They seem to have something against my religion ... my fats ... dammit );
haha okok enough of this random nonsensical stuff ..
im trying my best to give my all to studies .. im like serious .
Hopefully i'll be able to pass my math and science !
hahaha .. im not thinking straight now ..
everyone seem so pissed and sad today .. Cheerup !
HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS !
even though im not in my best of moods , lets all convert negativity to positivity . !
AIIIGHTS ?! :D
alrightts im offfff !
BYEBYE !
Sometimes its just so hard to stay true to yourself .
I guess i just dont have the habit to blog haha .
January is almost over ... WOW time flies haha !
I dont think im looking forward to CNY .. sometimes CNY just gets onto my nerves .
I seriously dislike how my dad's side can criticize me and my mum and stuff .. super annoying .
They seem to have something against my religion ... my fats ... dammit );
haha okok enough of this random nonsensical stuff ..
im trying my best to give my all to studies .. im like serious .
Hopefully i'll be able to pass my math and science !
hahaha .. im not thinking straight now ..
everyone seem so pissed and sad today .. Cheerup !
HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS !
even though im not in my best of moods , lets all convert negativity to positivity . !
AIIIGHTS ?! :D
alrightts im offfff !
BYEBYE !
Sometimes its just so hard to stay true to yourself .