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Tuesday, March 29, 2011
If i die young .
After hearing Sam Tsui's version of If i die young on YT , it made me sure that i wanted this song sang at my funeral. Yeah maybe im too young to talk about death or even think about it but one thing is for sure .
Death is Real . Millions of Kids die in Africa due to aids .. The earthquake in Japan took away too many lives . I am truly devastated for this world . Death doesnt scare me as much as it use to anymore .. Taking it in my stride , everyone dies its only the matter of time that happens . For now what is most impt is living ur life to the fullest .Living it without regrets. I am a confused kid i must say .. till today i am confuse . Failure sometimes confuse me even more . But confusion is good it makes me learn to pick myself up from my failures. I failed too many times in the 16 years of my life , but through these failures it makes me stronger . I believe it did. I still find it hard to love myself to believe in myself .. looking back , those scars on my arms those insecurities i have .. i hate myself for all of them . Till today , there are times where i still hate myself .. but now i guess its getting better (; For now im gonna believe .. follow my heart . Papa God , lead the way . |