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Thursday, February 24, 2011
Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Friday, February 18, 2011
The to be honest with myself post .
This dead place may not be a bad thing .
Its super dead i guess no one actually comes to read it but thinking bout it , it may not be a bad thing . This gives me the chance to be honest with myself .
Its 12.15am im suppose to be asleep but apparently im not .
Its crazy its only 2 months into 2011 and i can feel the O level pressure hitting hard upon me .
Im trying my best to study as hard as i can ... sometimes i wonder why im doing so den i realised .. i wouldnt want to let my mum down .
My mum has spend so much money on education that it makes me want to do it well . I guess this is the only thing she'll feel happy and proud . I want her to be happy . To be frank , i wouldnt mind studying for the subjects that i enjoy .. but maths and science seems to suck every single brain cells out of my brain .
I cant seem to break away from what i enjoy .
I loveee singing and i wont deny it . I want to have some achievement with it .
But sometimes , i feel like im nowhere . I know i aint that great but i will try ..
I may lose my way but i'll keep praying and i know that God will lead the way .
I may not see it now but i will see it in future . I have to hang on the faith for now ...
There is so many things that i can improve on .. and sometimes the thing that u enjoy the most makes u feel sooo demoralized . Music , i feel like im never good enough .
But i've made a choice .. I've joined it .
Lord lead the way and help me through this alrights (:
No matter what happens in the end , i want to give thanks to you .!
I love u mummy & i always will .
I know you will be proud of me someday i know u will .
Im crying now .. Opps :X
whatever ...
byeeeee .
Its super dead i guess no one actually comes to read it but thinking bout it , it may not be a bad thing . This gives me the chance to be honest with myself .
Its 12.15am im suppose to be asleep but apparently im not .
Its crazy its only 2 months into 2011 and i can feel the O level pressure hitting hard upon me .
Im trying my best to study as hard as i can ... sometimes i wonder why im doing so den i realised .. i wouldnt want to let my mum down .
My mum has spend so much money on education that it makes me want to do it well . I guess this is the only thing she'll feel happy and proud . I want her to be happy . To be frank , i wouldnt mind studying for the subjects that i enjoy .. but maths and science seems to suck every single brain cells out of my brain .
I cant seem to break away from what i enjoy .
I loveee singing and i wont deny it . I want to have some achievement with it .
But sometimes , i feel like im nowhere . I know i aint that great but i will try ..
I may lose my way but i'll keep praying and i know that God will lead the way .
I may not see it now but i will see it in future . I have to hang on the faith for now ...
There is so many things that i can improve on .. and sometimes the thing that u enjoy the most makes u feel sooo demoralized . Music , i feel like im never good enough .
But i've made a choice .. I've joined it .
Lord lead the way and help me through this alrights (:
No matter what happens in the end , i want to give thanks to you .!
I love u mummy & i always will .
I know you will be proud of me someday i know u will .
Im crying now .. Opps :X
whatever ...
byeeeee .