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Friday, November 19, 2010
You made me cry .
Reflection -Christina Aguilera I heard this song ... and i wanted to crying . i remembered how i use to love this song ... and ironically , i can only sing the chorus . But all in all , this song is amazing . I guess we're all tired of being reflections . We're all tired of holding onto a facade . But that is just how reality works i guess .. Today , i got discouraged once again by someone close to me . Just so tired of all this nonsense .. I do believe in myself bt still .. Maybe i do care too much bout what others think about me .. I know its stupid bt i cant help it ... Helpppp .... i cant give it up .. Today i talked to her , im writing it all here because i choose to believe that no one from my previous church will read this . Its almost a year since i left .. and im kinda happy that i left . Upon leaving , i realised many things . I kinda gain what i lose . I dunwanna go back to that state i was in ... looking back , i was pathetic . But there is some stuff tt i wanna say .. ..PD i miss you .. Im serious i do . Stay happy alrights ? Its been forever since i last saw you .. i heard you lost weight...Thats great .. though ur old self was great too :D To Claudia .. I miss ya alottttt tooooooo ! Sms me anytime alrights .. To Fion .. I miss ya .. Like Duh .. meet me soon alrights ^^ thats it . Im emotional .. 2.29am .. Maybe i should club penguin for awhile .. since i wanna be a ninja .. Nighhts . Have a great Saturday :D |