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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Thoughts & Loves .
Watched the Epic Finals part one of the Epic film today . This show has been 'with' me for almost 6years now .
How time flies ~ I must say this film was pretty well film .
The landscapes were awesomely pretty & their acting has improved .
They can now express emotions that are so much deeper . Im amazed and in a way envious of it .
Dad was half asleep throughout the whole movie :X He didnt understand much of it .
After the movie it was supper at Blooie . I miss the Top shell & all over there . Yeah the food is kinda expensive , but i like it there .
No more Vodka for me .. Actually i shan't drink alcohol anymore . Hopefully this will last till im legal .
This brings me to another topic . Tattoos .
Hmm i always wanted one but i think i will get slaughtered if i ever do it .
So for now its a no ... i guess even in future it'll still be a no & as for piercings , i guess my last body piercing will be the naval piercing and thats it .
Moving on to someone important now .
Eli Teo .
my baby bro who came into this earth when im already 15 years old .
Actually his more of a half brother but still whatever .
I think one of the proudest achievement in my life is the fact that i named him . Im even amazed how i thought of sucha name haha .
Eli is a reallllly cooooool nameeeeee .
Firstly , Elis are usually dammm handsome . So yeah in future i do hope his some hot hunk that girls will fall head over heels for .
Secondly Elis are dammm awesomely cool & talented . Recently i found out bout this guy online .
His name is Eli Tee .. wow his cool yeahh . His MBC audition vid was awesomeee .
So yeah back to my point Eli is just such an awesome namee .
Enough of me blabbering about the name , its now for me to write some personal stuff bout the whole thing .
His now in Vietnam .. with his mum & grandma . He is a mix of both Chinese & vietnam blood. Stereotypically saying , he should be dammmmm handsome . But i dont know . His too young for that haha . But the point is , being good looking is not everything .
I heard he has small eyes . Which is weird as everyone in the family has pretty big eyes .
Maybe its from his mum i dont know . Im not afraid of babies . Its just that im afraid i'll drop them . Remembering when he was just a few weeks old , me cradling him in my arms was a huge step forward . I remember not really wanting a Step sibling but one came so i embraced it .
Im still afraid of my responsibilities as an eldest among us three . When im 30 his only 15 .
My dad is not exactly the best parent so i've been thinking how i should teach him so that he can grow up rite .
I dont want him to be exposed to gambling and all that nonsense that my dad's side has . Neither do i want him to have a childhood thats similar to mine .
Im not saying that my childhood was bad or anything .. it was just not good enough i guess .
I do love him .. or maybe i try to love him .
haha enough of my nonsense this is a longggg posttt .
So im going off :P
Hopefully i can be awake at 6.45am tmr for a jog & hopefully i wont fall aslp in service tmr ..
hehe byebyes .
Mental war .